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why liveCategory: suicide
Sunday, 15 April 2007
06:44:54 AM (GMT)
why live if you don't have a reason......................why live if there is no
one
to hold you deep in their hearts................why live if what you thought was all
a lie................why live if what once you thought was meaningful and so happy
was all just a lie.................why live if no one loves you...................


my boyfriend................does he really love me like he says he
does...................i'd like to think so but what i've heard is too shocking it
hurts deeply..............i hate the deep crushing feeling that lies deep in my
heart..................it's enough to make me choke and die......................i
thought that with him i wouldn't feel that unnecessary feeling..........i guess it
was all just a lie................that feeling has returned and it's here to
stay..................this time i really do want to die.................i have no
purpose in this world...........no reason to wake up in the morning and smile at the
beaming sun..................all i see now is black and white................why
live
if the one person you truly care about and love doesn't love
you..................i've had that happen one too many times before and i can't
stand it anymore...............................why live...............why not die

Comments 
Frizzette says:   15 April 2007   119567  
Just because nothing is going right at the moment, 
doesn't mean there won't be anything to live for in the future.
xizzle says:   15 April 2007   934145  
i've thought of suicide loads of times before but i can't do it coz i
know what it will do to meh family.i do cut meh wrists but thats the
extent of it.
Angel_26 says:   15 April 2007   481921  
os sad BUT STAY ALIVE
akatsuki_gaara_ says:   17 April 2007   543426  
o.k?............calm down people
anushkik says:   2 June 2007   749636  
u know that's wut i think about me every day
 
akatsuki_gaara_ says :   2 June 2007   279839  
isn't life just sad............sooner or later you will find people
who love you and won't let you die....................it's because of
those people that i'm still alive...........................they don't
wanna let me die..................and i'm glad

 
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