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Friday, 2 March 2007
08:07:13 PM (GMT)
To my not so dear diary,

I am not quite sure what to say today but, eerr,well. That is all I can think of. Oh
yeh, and blood, death and the usual evil stuff. 
Its strange having other ppl read ur diary, but in a way, its good for the mind. I
have just had something to eat, but as usual, sicked it back up again. I think my
eyes are drying up, and my lips are chapped and deing. My mind is a swirling pot of
nothingness. 

`I kicked open the door and lunged at my bed, hearing the sound of her vioce made me
feel ill, she`s a jumped up pain in the a*** who thinks she can just waltz back into
my life when it suits her, she`s never been a real mum, she was never there when I
needed her the most. She just chucked me in a dump to get brought up by total
strangers!`

Thats the story of my life, waiting, all care kids ever do is wait for ppl to show
up. I have a meeting with posible foster carers for me later today, but im not
showing up. They will just be more ppl who `just want to help`. But I dont need help
now, I need death! 

goodbye sweet inocent diary of doom,

freakyfairy

Comments 
lilsweetie says:   2 March 2007   477271  
aww thats so sad that makes me wanna cry   im so sorrry for your
mother to be like that but if she was that supid to throw u in a dump
your better off right?
EnoughTears says:   3 March 2007   749641  
i know how u feel my life been nothing but misery and hatred
candy11 says:   3 March 2007   699999  
i feel so sorry for you
freakyfairy says:   5 March 2007   415181  
There is no need to feel sorry for me, whats done is done, and
lilsweetie, I guess your right, Claire (The owner of the dump site)
has organised a meeting with me and my Mum, but im not going.
EnoughTears, its nice to know that someone else feels the same as me.
And last but by no means least, candy11, its best just to forget the
past and let go, Im past the point of no return.
missme95 shouts :   22 March 2007   177476  
your so coolare u emo i am!

 
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