Tuesday, 1 August 2017
07:52:10 PM (GMT)
Well, Hello. What up guys? Hope you doing Well, cuz I'm not. I've no idea what is
this Kupika about, but I'm just glad that can finally spill the whole shit out of my
mind, brain and soul. Im sure this text is the most useless thing I've ever done, but
just WHATEVER. Just wanted to let y'all know that somewhere out there in the world
there is girl who speaks and writes broken english and wants to get done with shit in
her life. My entire life I've been the most common, basic, plain girl. But the more I
think of my life, the more I realize that either I'm really dumb or very very smart.
Every focking single day i have to tolerate someone's "great" deed. I cannot be
Myself with anyone. I gotta pretend that I am that, I am this. This is tiring.
Still, I have not met anyone that I wouldn't be afraid or suspicious to open my
personality. I have four really good friends. Two of them are my friends from
childhood. We have fun together, we can understand our inside jokes. I truly,
gunienly love them. But I've never showed them my true self. Like, when you know
nothing about them and they know nothing about about me. It is how the things are.
It is so frustrating, like we are real good friends, but simultaneously we are not.