Saturday, 2 March 2013
05:06:46 PM (GMT)
Just when you think you are not alone, BOOM! Everyone turns on you and your back to
this blank scary state of mind. All you had to make you happy was the older part
of you, Your brother, The only one that made you feel alive , The one who called you
beatiful, make you laugh when the harsh tears were rolling steady down your delicate
face. He was the only one who had seemed to care THE ONLY ONE YOU TRUELY LIVED FOR.
He was the reason you aken from your nightmares the night before. But your
bestfriend your older brother, decided to go out with some of his stupid friends. He
drunk one to many drinks. Then right before your crying eyes life for you, life for
many all took a change for the worse. You see his body lying there so cold. So dead.
But yet so alive. He is in your heart and in you mind. Babygirl lifefor you may seem
so worthless. And things may take time to heal. Your heart. Your mind and your
conscience are three tottaly diffrent things. Take some time one by one to listen to
each before you let your self do something you may regret. Dont say you are going to
end your life, because you know its just a threat. Make time for you be happy for
two. If you are happy he will be happy. Dont cry little girl things will get better.
Please dont make me read your suicide letter. IM LOSING MYSELF IN MY
THOUGHTS AND IM TRAPT BEHIND MY TEARS?
Last edited: 2 March 2013