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Monday, 28 January 2013
09:01:46 PM (GMT)
It's really addictive.
Crazy addictive.

Probably because you have he ability to be absolutely 100% yourself, and practically
any mistakes you make can be revised,
And anyone who causes problems for you can be blocked out of your life at the click
of a button,
And all of your friends can only ever see the parts of you that you want them to; the
best pictures of you, never the worst, unless you wish.
This way, they'll never judge you.

But then, of course, there's the ugly side.
You know, the part where you lie in bed at night and imagine your closest friends
from the Internet, and how they would see you in reality. 
What they would do if they saw how you look in the middle of the night when you crawl
like a zombie out of bed, through the curtain of darkness to the bathroom, burning
bright with the light on at midnight, and you look in the mirror and your entire
being is filled with disappointment in your flaws.
What they would do if they knew that sometimes, you weren't in the mood for the kinds
of music they always craved, sometimes you liked the "shitty" music on the
Would they still enjoy your company?

Of course not.

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