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So different in just one year....Category: (general)
Sunday, 30 December 2012
06:13:56 AM (GMT)
It's amazing how someone can change so much in one year. A year ago I was severely
depressed and suicidal.... for heavens sake I was cutting myself which now
unfortunately I have the scars to remind me of that very dark time. But now I am
content and whole and its really all thanks to him. I never thought I would be the
type to be able to love someone completely like I do now. That I was capable of
getting to know someone so well mentally, emotionally and yes even physically and
allowing them to get to know me as well. I love that I am this happy......everyday
still seems to be getting better because he keeps on surprising me. It's so nice to
be loved and accepted by someone. The amazing thing is is that his family accepts me
too!! Not only has this part of my life changed but also just being a college student
now is different. Having the freedom and independence that I have now is just
amazing. Plus being away from my dad has probably also helped me get my life back
under control....

It's just now I have something and someone to Thank God for everyday...there is not a
day that goes by now that I don't take a moment to realize how truly blessed I am.
For getting me back and having someone in my life that loves me for me and even says
himself that wants to spend the rest of his life with me someone who seems to be my
God given soul-mate 

One of the most interesting and favorite and wise thing he has said to me yet was
that "Fate had different plans for us back then, but Fate brought us back together"

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