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Sunday, 15 April 2012
10:25:48 PM (GMT)
I wish I could be like those girls in magizines. Perfect hair,perfect skin,beautiful
faces,perfect figures,no flaws, flat stomach,perfect height,and you know what I mean.
I starve myself no one knows. I'm going to end up anorexic. I don't care. I try so
hard to fit in and be happy. Nothing works.Instead of cutting, I starvemyself. To be
honest, I cut myself a few times. On my thighs were no one can see. I don't wear
slutty short ass shorts so it's not noticeble.:/. I wish I didn't have low self
esteem. I cry for what you say. No one understands me. I'm Alone. I love my
girlfriend Ashley. She's perfect. Even if she says shes not . I still tell myself
shes perfect. I won't ever use her. If we ever break up she will be the one to break
up with me.I woln't cheat on anyone. I've made that promise. I could
Can trust her.I cry myself to sleep everynight. I get bullied alot. Internet
and reality. Everyone thinks i'm the happiest person ever. I'm not.My smile hides
evrything. I think one day the me that hs been strong, will break into amillion
pieces.Would anyone care? I ask myself that. But the TRUE answer is NO.I'm just
another person made by God that doesn't belong here. I just take up space.Yeah.That's
me.The real me. I would write all the other things thats happened. But yeah. I'm not
just in case someone finds out my name on here. Kayy. Well thanks for reading if you
do. bye.

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