Thursday, 2 February 2012
02:10:13 PM (GMT)
Not quite sure what happened. Or if anything really did.
Back last year, before and after you dumped me I smiled when I thought about you.
Even when you were a complete ass to me, i still go that fuzzy feeling in my stomach
when I talked to you. I'm pretty sure that was love... But I really don't know, do I.
Dating you now, it feels kind of... empty. We don't fight as often, and we always say
"I love you" when we hang up the phone. We fight, and then send each other hearts in
the middle of the night as our way of saying "Hey, it's okay. People screw up." So
why should it feel empty? It shouldn't.
Nothing has changed, has it?
I'm simply with you out of the hope that things will get better once I see you next.
I stay with you because well, you're the closet thing I have to love. Or have ever
had. But i'm not quite sure if it's love, anymore.