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AtractionCategory: love
Monday, 7 November 2011
11:12:14 PM (GMT)
Im scarred of what this is becoming. I havent felt aan emotional attraction to
anyone in In a long time. Is there something wrong with me? everything with me seams
to be physical. I start to like someone and once they show that they have feeling for
me too, i dont anymore. just physical. I dont want to cuddle and share a smoothie, I
want to make out and grope and scratch. whats wrong with me?? I dont know what to
think. :/ I have loved only once in my life. and that was a while ago. Maybe I just
cant handle risking getting broken again. maybe im just not emotional like I used to
be. who knows!? ill I know is im glad to have my Best Friend With Benefits and thats
probobly the best im goijng to get for a while. we are hooking up friday and i am
sooooooo looking forward to it. a little nervouse because this will be our first time
actually using each other. I hope I dont laugh when we first kiss, that would be
funny and weird. X) I love him but im not IN love with him. maybe thats how it will
have to be for me from now on. guess I'll just have to wait and see!

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