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i dont know...you tell meCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 1 November 2011
12:57:48 AM (GMT)
I hope it felt good when you said it...
i hope you ment it when you told him...
because you sure as hell didnt when
you told me...
i know he loves you and i know you 
love him
but you told me you didnt...
and i was foolish enough to believe
you...
what was i thinking?
damn it you hurt me more then you 
know...i hope you feel bad...
maybe youll feel what i feel...
i doubt that...
ignored
blown off
forgotten 
loved?
it doesnt fit in...dont try to force it
its there or not and i know it is 
for me but is it for you? is it really
there? 
dont try to cover up your a lie 
when you know yourself you wanted
the lie to start...you know your needy
you made me fall for you and now 
your slowly crushing me down until
i cant feel the pain i know is there
dont make me numb
i want to let it all out
i still cant stop thinking about your 
face and your hand in a heart
when you were trapped by that kid
that i thought of as a friend but now
see as the man who trusts me and 
respects me but also hurt and abused
the person i love
but if you dont love me back whats the 
point?
please let me know if you figure that 
part out..it may help me someday
when im in this situation again
who knows it may help you with...him
and dont pretend to just like these words 
and try to make them into something
good about you 
because in all honesty 
you made me write these words
theyre not nice...the do hurt me and they
are the truth...
i do love you but its just too hard for 
me to see this happen more and more
until you get too deep and i cant help you out...
please be safe...please
and by all means nessicary dont ever be perfect...


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