Monday, 31 October 2011
08:57:48 PM (GMT)
I hope it felt good when you said it...
i hope you ment it when you told him...
because you sure as hell didnt when
you told me...
i know he loves you and i know you
but you told me you didnt...
and i was foolish enough to believe
what was i thinking?
damn it you hurt me more then you
know...i hope you feel bad...
maybe youll feel what i feel...
i doubt that...
it doesnt fit in...dont try to force it
its there or not and i know it is
for me but is it for you? is it really
dont try to cover up your a lie
when you know yourself you wanted
the lie to start...you know your needy
you made me fall for you and now
your slowly crushing me down until
i cant feel the pain i know is there
dont make me numb
i want to let it all out
i still cant stop thinking about your
face and your hand in a heart
when you were trapped by that kid
that i thought of as a friend but now
see as the man who trusts me and
respects me but also hurt and abused
the person i love
but if you dont love me back whats the
please let me know if you figure that
part out..it may help me someday
when im in this situation again
who knows it may help you with...him
and dont pretend to just like these words
and try to make them into something
good about you
because in all honesty
you made me write these words
theyre not nice...the do hurt me and they
are the truth...
i do love you but its just too hard for
me to see this happen more and more
until you get too deep and i cant help you out...
please be safe...please
and by all means nessicary dont ever be perfect...