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Sunday, 11 July 2010
01:02:37 AM (GMT)
I swear that I will think of every possible reason to not let my parents see me.

It wouldn't even fucking surprise me if I was adopted. I am literally NOTHING like my
parents. At all. And that isn't even the least of my problems.

My parents are always fucking with my mind and putting me down. I'm never ever good
enough. If I'm not studying or doing something school-related, my mother says, "Fine,
if you don't do it, you'll end up selling gasoline." IF I HAD A FUCKING NICKEL FOR
EVERY TIME I HEARD THAT, bitch, I'd be fucking rich beyond my wildest dreams. If I
don't have an A- or an A, I'm fucking retarded or something. But even an A- is bad.
Imagine B+. 

They're always talking behind my back. I've been called fat, rude, stupid, and a
mistake. I hear everything, but I'm too afraid to confront them. Every time I do, it
ends in disaster for me. Oh, and they hide important things from me. And then they
tell me at the worst possible time. 

When I cry, they either 1. completely ignore me until I'm done or 2. yelling at me
because apparently crying is a huge waste of time. 

I have a lot more stuff I'd like to say, but I'm supposed to be going over SAT words
with my father.
Bye, I guess.

Oroborus21 says:   11 July 2010   995457  
a lot of parents wonder why they have estranged relationships with
their grown children....forgetting that old adage of "we reap what we

the biggest fear a parent has is that they will grow old alone and
abandoned by their children and possibly have no relationship with
their grandchildren... you should use that more often by simply
stating that as a fact to them..

"if you dont start treating me better when i am older and on my own,
you are going to be alone, i am not going to visit you and if i have
children i am not going to subject them to the kind of bullshit youre
putting me through right now by having them around you"...

their initial reaction will be anger but trust me you will at least
open a dialogue if not put some fear into their hearts..
SithWedgie says:   11 July 2010   278802  
Well .-. if you succeed in your goals, you'll be far away from them
for a while.  Even though they'll no doubt want to call constantly. 
Is it possible for someone to go through withdrawal from lack of
harassing someone else?
‹Kiwily<3› says:   14 July 2010   229388  
college is going to be AWESOME.
Hopefully I can get to UVA 
(Freshmen aren't allowed off campus)
darkoekaki says :   14 July 2010   734774  
Gross. UVA is in Virginia. :P 

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