Sunday, 11 July 2010
01:02:37 AM (GMT)
I swear that I will think of every possible reason to not let my parents see me.
AND FUCK. DON'T GIVE ME THAT "YOU'RE A HORMONAL TEENAGER AND YOU'RE NOT THINKING
It wouldn't even fucking surprise me if I was adopted. I am literally NOTHING like my
parents. At all. And that isn't even the least of my problems.
My parents are always fucking with my mind and putting me down. I'm never ever good
enough. If I'm not studying or doing something school-related, my mother says, "Fine,
if you don't do it, you'll end up selling gasoline." IF I HAD A FUCKING NICKEL FOR
EVERY TIME I HEARD THAT, bitch, I'd be fucking rich beyond my wildest dreams. If I
don't have an A- or an A, I'm fucking retarded or something. But even an A- is bad.
They're always talking behind my back. I've been called fat, rude, stupid, and a
mistake. I hear everything, but I'm too afraid to confront them. Every time I do, it
ends in disaster for me. Oh, and they hide important things from me. And then they
tell me at the worst possible time.
When I cry, they either 1. completely ignore me until I'm done or 2. yelling at me
because apparently crying is a huge waste of time.
I have a lot more stuff I'd like to say, but I'm supposed to be going over SAT words
with my father.
Bye, I guess.