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Wednesday, 21 April 2010
05:39:28 PM (GMT)
Every one has a need of thier own and some way to deal with it:

I need my razor
i need my books
i need by exercise
i dont need your looks

I want manyt things
some real some not

i dont want love 
but i might want pot

im not gonna lie if thier were drugs avalable to me
i would not hesitate 
to take the chemicals
and hope they make me better inside

feeling alone isnt so bad
its definitly not what makes me sad
the demopns in my brain 
screaming my name
are the ones that make me sink so low

not a good low 
but one into the blue that blots out my brain and brings on the pain
i want the good hi
the one when your on top of the world
the one where you fly

when i finish a book i bounce right up thier
but then i come down
so far i feel like a drown

maybe im insane
but im not going to lie anymore im in pain
but my pain and snaity is just a game
i think its my brain 
who io should blame

more to come i shall write
to keep my self full of spite

love or love i don not care
they mean nothing more to me 
then a stroke of your hair

I know what i need deeep down but i will be damned if i ever admit it to anyone ill
killy myself before i let them see in side of me. i biult my walls and froze myself
over for a reason..and they never ever get to know that reason.
Last edited: 22 April 2010

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