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Friday, 20 November 2009
11:51:39 PM (GMT)
SECURITY- [] anorexia [] binge eating [] bulimic [] living off diet pills [♥] hungry [♥] thirsty [♥] drinking something [] Under 100lbs [] starving yourself [] participating in a fast [] bingeing PEOPLE - [♥] ask if I’m bulimic [♥] call me fat [] say I’m skinny [] say I’m ugly [] say I’m pretty [♥] spread rumors about me [♥] force me to eat [♥] say I eat too much [♥] wish I’d eat more [] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic I WISH - [♥] I was THIN [♥] I had a better body [] I didn't have to eat [♥] I could control myself [] I was under 100 lbs [♥] I could avoid food [♥] I could hide what I am [♥] I wasn’t fat [♥] I was pretty [ ] I could stop being ana/mia I LOVE - [♥] feeling hungry [] seeing a difference when fasting [♥] shaking [♥] being weak [♥] losing weight [] being anorexic/bulimic [♥] green tea [] diet pills [] being able to turn down food [♥] feeling good about myself APPEARANCE [♥] I am shorter than 5'4. [♥] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [♥] I have many scars. [] I tan easily. [♥] I wish my hair was a different color. [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [♥] I have a tattoo. [♥] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] I have/had braces. [♥] I wear glasses. [] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [♥] I have more than 2 piercings. [♥] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [] I have freckles. FAMILY [♥] I've sworn at my parents. [♥] I've run away from home. [♥] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are together. [] I have a sibling less than one year old. [♥] I want to have kids someday. [] I've had children. [] I've lost a child. EMBARRASSMENT [♥] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [] Disney movies still make me cry. [] I've peed from laughing. [♥] I've snorted while laughing. [♥] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [♥] I've glued my hand to something [♥] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [♥] I've had my trousers rip in public. RELATIONSHIPS [♥] I'm single [] I'm in a relationship. [] I'm engaged. [] I'm married. [♥] I've gone on a blind date. [] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [] I miss someone right now. [] I have a fear of abandonment. [] I've cheated in a relationship. [] I've gotten divorced [♥] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [♥] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [♥] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [] I've kept something from a past relationship. SEXUALITY [] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [] I've had a crush on a teacher. [♥] I am a cuddler. [] I've been kissed in the rain. [♥] I've hugged a stranger. [] I have kissed a stranger. HONESTY [♥] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [♥] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [♥] I've snuck out of my house. [♥] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [♥] I am keeping a secret from the world [♥] I've cheated while playing a game. [♥] I've cheated on a test. [] I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES [♥] I've consumed alcohol. [♥] I regularly drink. [] I can't swallow pills. [♥] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time [] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [♥] I shut others out when I'm upset. [♥] I take anti-depressants. [] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. [♥] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [♥] I've hurt myself on purpose. [] I'm addicted to self harm. [♥] I've woken up crying [♥] I've lost weight [♥] I've gained weight [♥] My weight holds me back [] Weight consumes me. [] I'm at my thinnest [♥] I'm at my biggest [] I've lost weight and kept it off [♥] I've lost weight but gained it back [♥] My weight affects my mood [] I weigh myself daily [♥] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me [] I thrive on compliments [♥] I feel bigger than people who are my size [] I feel happy when I'm hungry [♥] I get depressed after I eat [♥] I've skipped a meal [♥] I've thrown food away [♥] I've spit food out [] I've fasted [] I've taken diet pills [♥] I've used laxatives [♥] I've purged HAVE/HAD [] Bulimia [] Anorexia [] Ednos [♥] Orthorexia [] Over-exercising [♥] Binge eating [♥] I exercise [] I exercise so I can eat [] I work out secretly [♥] I work out daily [] I exercise to counteract eating [♥] I've fainted from exhaustion I've done: [♥] Weed [] Cigarettes [♥] Alcohol [] Diet pills [♥] Pain killers [♥] Anti-depressants [♥] Ecstasy [♥] LSD [] Mushrooms [♥] Speed [♥] Cocaine [♥] Other [♥] I keep my eating habits a secret [] I have a ED blog [] I look at thinspo [] I collect thinspo [] I condone pro-ana/mia sites [♥] I count calories [] I've had negative intake days [] I avoid food [] I hate food [♥] I love food [] I want to be this way [♥] I don't want to be like this [♥] I wish I could have more control [] Being thin is my top priority [] I don't want to get better [] I am in treatment [♥] I'm doing this for me [♥] I'm doing this for someone [♥] I'm doing this to prove myself
Last edited: 20 November 2009

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