Wednesday, 11 November 2009
11:15:03 PM (GMT)
so, as you know if you've read my profile i'm courtney.
here is a little about me.
i mean i might as well let it out,
i don't care if you judge me.
i was born november 16 1994, yeeeboy its my birthday monday
my first pet was a rotty, my parents got i so they'd stop getting robbed..
but the robbers ended up taking the dog.
then i got a chinese fighting fish, i fed it to death..didn't think that could
when i was little i was obsessed with pokemon and digimon.
when i was 4 i watched my dad leave my mom.
the apartment we lived in was 303.
i didnt cry.
then my mom met my stepdad.
and thank god she did.
as much as i dislike him sometimes, my mom would be nowhere without him
actually she'd be on the streeet.
uhm, i was raised by my babysitter.
Sherry, and i love her..she did a great job raising me & her children
i miss her.
when i was little i used to have nightmares and wake up screaming.
my mom thought my dad was sexaully abusing me, well she was wrong.
and she took me away from him for months at a time.
my dad is my bestfriend.
my mom, neglects me, all she does is play online bingo, smoke & watch tv like all day
i have to repeat myself 345463456676 for her to listen, and she wonders why i never
tell her anything
in the summer of grade seven i went to alberta and british columbia, my grandfather
of lukimia, and if you dont know what that is, its blood cancer.
i didnt find out til i got home.
and i didnt cry when i found out, cause him and my mom were in a fight,
and i guess i was scared my mom would get mad?
am i cold hearted :|
turns out my mom cryed for two days straight.
anyways last year, my friend almost got pregnant and killed herself.
i had to stop her, and it took a hell of alot out of me, and i was ready to give
but i didn't. see i have this problem, people can hurt me over and over and over, but
no matter what i will forgive them.
and if they need my help, then i'm their.
guess i'm a good person?
i seem happy everyday, and i always have a smile on my face.
but honestly, i'm kinda sorta depressed.. its not to to bad though.
i've made a hell of alot of mistakes in my life,
i guess you could call me a bad influence?
i've drank, smoked pot more then once, stolen and got caught.
but i learn from my mistakes and thats what counts. (:
so yep, thats all you need to know fernow
oh and i love mayday parade, i'm seeing them in twodays.
so flippen excited<3
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