Sunday, 25 October 2009
01:44:18 PM (GMT)
I'm sick and tired of mom's shit.
Really. She's always "I'm happy with whatever you choose" and all that nonsense then
when I choose she gets pissed off because it's some called 'Religion' and she
overreacts just because of it's belief after death. Seriously, why the hell should it
matter to you?
I deicided that, because I'm so critical when it comes to after life thoughts, and
knowing that I can never make up my mind and stick with it without bashing it down
easily, that I should just go with nothing.
An Agnostic is what it's called. I told mom that that's what I am. She made a mad
Today, Meghan was begging me to go to her church, but it didn't seem right doing that
due to the fact of it. Last time I went into a church I felt bothered, knowing better
then to be there, but again I also did fall alseep.
But anyways, I told her that I can't. I'm Agnostic not Christian. Mom overheard me as
she was pulling her coat on and immediatly made this sharp, smart-ass comeback. "More
like you're Ignorant, you don't know enough to say your Agnostic."
How the hell would she know? I don't talk to her about my thoughts of religion
because of her snappy and bitchy ways. Good enough reason not to.
She doesn't know how long I've spent thinking over the few different religions I knew
a bit about and from those tiny information I just always found myself with no true
thought and without it's meaning.
She just wants me to be a fuckin' christian. No offense to any out there, it's your
belief, but I just ain't believing there's some guy in the clouds or whatever who
gives you a mansion and a perfect after life after death.
Sounds about as real as the tooth fairy or Santa Claus if you ask me. But that's just
The fact that my mom just won't shut her mouth about it irritates me, she just won't
let it go and I'm on the edge of yelling out her.
Sure enough she'll just drag Grandma's death back into the conversation and be all
"Don't you want to believe she went somewhere great and that she's okay?"
Well forget that. If she dares to do that I'll just have to snap back; "How about we
just wait and see? I'll hope none, because for all this nonsense and fuss this might
not even be real, but if this 'God' exists, he can prove himself when I die, until
then I'll take my freedom of Religion Rights and take on as Agnostic. I don't give a
damn what you have to say about it."
Truth is that.
Sorry about the rant. I'm just so angry at her.
And sorry if I offended any religious people, not intended, however if you get so
offended by this to yell at me and do this whole entire 'Preach Ceremony' about God
and stuff, go to church and do it. And if you're too dumb enough to take that then
just go die. o_e Really, I don't want to have to deal with some Over-Obsessed
Go find something better to do. Tell someone who actually cares about it.