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Saturday, 5 September 2009
04:49:49 PM (GMT)
Why does this always happen to me? I'm always getting cheated on... always being
stepped on... always being lied to.... It hurts to think about all the people I've
loved and what they've done to me. I try not to think about it but it keeps popping
into my head. 
In this last year, I've been cheated on at least 10 times. By all of my previous
boyfirends and girlfriends. It sucks. And it hurts. And no one even stops to help or
even ask if I'm okay. I just sit here, alone, thinking about what life would be like
if someone would at least try to care about me, try to ask, try to wonder. But no one
does. And I still sit here. Alone. 
My parents have been at each others throats this whole year. And they put me in the
middle of it. I even had to go to court with them. Im sick of it. My other family
keeps talking shit about me and my mom. 
It all just adds on to what I said before. Im falling...farther and farther out of
reach, out of sanity. It all hurts that much........

‹Darker by the second Colder on the half› says:   5 September 2009   636564  
Dammit Jewel stop fucking acting like i didn't love you..i fucking
cheated yeah but that doesn't mean i didn't and don't love you...you
don't seem to get that people sometimes just make mistakes..i fucked
up okay what else do you want to hear from me..i'm sorry i did it....i
wish i never even thought of it...Jewel people still care even if they
cheat...they just made a bad choice..and i do care about you
jewel...and i do try to help you...i do try to ask questions to find
out whats wrong...but you just push me away every time because i made
one stupid fucking mistake...
‹***そら***のあなたはだいき› says :   18 March 2010   540534  
Thank god were over this issue.... Man. Now that I look back, I think
it's safe to say that I was an idiot.


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