Saturday, 2 May 2009
01:14:45 AM (GMT)
Nothing but drama and stupid people.
Because of school, I get punished. I get punished for for not getting how to do my
work, even after asking questions.
My progress report is
C- Language Arts
For those who care:
I don't fucking get math, no matter how many times I redo work, no matter how many
times I ask questions I will never get it. I hate when people offer to help me
because after they explain it, I just get even more confused. No matter how many
times I redo my work, I never get a better grade. The highest grade I've ever had in
math is an A-, and that was in 6th grade. I take Pre- Algebra, and thats the second
highest class at my school, I was to be put on Algebra readiness, but when I tell
people that, they just tell me I'm too good for that, but obviously I'm not beecause
if I was, I'd be getting good grades in math.
I was shocked when I got my progress report, I haven't been getting any feedback
from my Hirtory and Science teachers, so when I saw that I had a C and a D+ I knew I
would get yelled at. This happens every time a progress report comes, but my parents
don't understand why I don't get it because they get eveything so well. I hate when
they say "Why can't you get grades like Brianne." I'm not trying to be mean, but I
don't think my parents should give a fuck about how good Brianne's grades are. I'm
very glad that Brianne gets good grades and I'm so proud that she excells in school.
I wish I could have grades like her, all A's. I'm just tired of my parents saying "Oh
you should wear as much color as Brianne" "Oh Brianne doesn't wear makeup, I don't
think you should either." I get the point, they think Brianne is perfect. I just want
them too understand me. Where I come from when I say I don't get it.
I'm afraid I won't get any better with my grades. I know that with these grades, I
can't get into college. I know that with these grades, I won't be able to live the
life I want. I get that thats a surprise. I don't get all this smarts stuff, I
guess I'm "street" smart. Whatever I am smart, dumb, average, whatever I just want my
parents to know that I put my all into my work. I don't BS when I do my class work,
if I have a choice to make up things I do. I wish the people that mean most to me
would just be proud.
Last edited: 2 May 2009