Friday, 29 August 2008
09:40:21 PM (GMT)
joe [my boyfriend] has bin away for 9 days naw...he's back 2mora
he's in Essex...He moved down here to wales from there bout 2 n hlf years ago.
he older sista, and brother still live down there with his dad...that's y he's gone
back there for a bit...to visit them...and some of his old friends.
at first i was worried abwt him goin back there cuz he has an EX [kirsty] there who
he'd b seeing.
like the only reason they split up was cuz he was moving away.
b4 he left he even sed to me that he dont trust himself. n he sed that he was thinkin
bwt finishing with me. but then he realised he loves me and doesn't want our
relationship to end.
i trust him. i love him
i asked him if he'd spoken to her much or wateva.
he sed no, not really.
the last time he spoke to her she was planning on getting with him next time he goes
but he sed to me that "he loves me, not her" nothing cud happen with kirsty. n she
cud neva even compare to me!...that i'm amazing...i'm the one for him! bla bla bla
n i jst thought to myself...it'll b fine"..."he won see much of her while he down
there"...."he goin down there 2 see his famly not his ex"
only problem...kirsty is best mates with his younger sista [amanda] who moved down
here also. so amanda will b seeing her loads.
since they been up there i'v either spoke to amanda or joe everyday!
amanda has spent nearly everyday with kirsty...n joe has seen kirsty loads too! :'(
amanda uploaded some photo's onto her bebo the 3rd day they were up there...one photo
it was amanda joe and kirsty. only thing is, it looks very similar 2 one at thier
joe in the middle with his arms around amanda and kirsty. except wen the photo in his
house was taken, joe and kisty was going owt. in the photo taken the other day...they
are not going out!!
anyways...i thort neva mind it only a photo...
anyways 2day...she uploaded some more photo's
and....again...joe with kirsty!
except in this one no amanda!!! jst joe and kirsty.....
i no ppl readin this are probably thinkin i'm the jelous type... but i'm not!
plus u can't blame me! hello my boyfriend is goin back n spendin time with a girl he
idn't even wont to break up with! it not fair! i can't see him! n she can!
**need to be comforted!!**