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Tuesday, 18 March 2008
09:13:21 AM (GMT)
yeah...

so your probably thinking "wtf is your problem?"

i cant blame you...

i had a great girl... she meant the world to me

and she said i made her happy...

thats whats important right? making eachother happy?

so why did we break up?

well i dont know how she'd put it but i guess you can say i broke up with her...

if she says she broke up with me, thats fine... i really dont care who broke up with
who... its my fault anyway...

so why did i do it?

i can start naming all kinds of things that i wasnt happy about with her... but i
would be lying...

truth is that i ended it because i loved her so much

i know what your thinking... "thats fucking bullshit"

no, its actually the truth

her friend with benefits, her being single while she was with me, her "looking for a
boyfriend"

all the things i told her i was upset about really... i lied

well... i was upset... but not nearly enough to break up with her

fact remains that she wasnt happy with me..

she may claim otherwise but deep down i know its the truth... and so does she

and what do you do if the person you love more than anything els in the world isnt
happy with you?

wrong... you dont "pretend" like there's nothing wrong...

i let her go

because i want her to be happy

happy with someone who can make her happy... because i obviously couldnt

ok i'll admit... i could've done the whole breakup thing a little better...

but at least now i dont have to worry that she'll still want me back... at least now
she hates me...

a least now... she can move on

if your reading this... and you know who you are

im sorry

for a lot of things

but this is for the best

goodbye </3

and to the rest of the people who read this... if anyone reads this...

sorry for taking your time... sorry for being bothersome...

but mainly... thank you for reading this...

and to the people who've stood by me...

thank you for helping me through these hard times

im sorry... but i have to go think about something els now...

right now, i just cant afford to cry

as much as i'd want to or need to... i cant... and i wont...

thanks for your time...

Comments 
xXdemoniaXx says:   18 March 2008   773383  
well it cant totaly be ur fault...can it?
Nyt_Shadow says:   18 March 2008   899129  
awww </3  *huggles*
reneexx2 says:   18 March 2008   644891  
sad sad
‹<3+Gumdrop_Queen+<3› says:   18 March 2008   415366  
O.o
who is this about?
 
Laurefae says:   18 March 2008   539131  
*hug* I really am sorry, Mark.
 
Genieinabottle says:   21 March 2008   322379  
ow man that blow. im so sorry. tier.
 
kenna_horselover says:   21 March 2008   343929  
oh that is really sad I fell bad for u.
 
kenna_horselover says:   21 March 2008   921891  
oops I mean feel bad for u
 
All_hollows_eve says:   4 April 2008   293613  
i undrstand how u feel
cyberqueen123 says :   4 April 2008   879628  
well i never thort that some1 i never met would have the same luck as
me ... lol ...
 
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