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| Sorry, let me explain my rudeness | Category: (general) |
 | Tuesday, 3 April 2007
10:45:53 AM (GMT) To all the people I have been rude to: let me apologize and explain my situation
right now.
The Past
I was studying in university and I had lots of free time. I can do anything I want,
without any burdens, I was simply enjoying life. I could add some features to Kupika
and read all your mails (even though I didn't reply to them all). And most
importantly, I wasn't thinking about my future. My thought at that time was: whatever
will be, will be.
I was living a carefree life.
The Present
Now I have graduated and am working in a full-time job. Basically I create computer
software. This requires a great deal of "mental processing power". I am exhausted, my
energy is drained on my workplace. And the most frustrating thing is: I realize my
current job can only last for a short time. The pay is small. And it is very, very
hard to get rich if you don't own your own company. But I don't feel I am ready yet
to start my own company.
So, I am worried about my future. Really worried. What will I become? The world is
getting more capitalistic; just face it -- we cannot live a decent life without a
decent amount of money. The riches are getting richer because they have the capital.
Well, this is really frustrating.
With those problems, I beg you to understand why I cannot add games, why I cannot be
"your friend", etc etc etc. I am stressed out. If you are very young, maybe you don't
understand why I am feeling this way, but I hope some of you who are more mature
will. It is my future! So, please accept my apology for being rude to you. It is
nothing personal.
The Future
I don't know, I will try my best to be the best person I can best become.
But we will see.
Please...
Do not ask for games.
It won't happen in the near future.
Do not ask me to kick some member just because he/she is being rude to you.
Grow up, kids! Just ignore the person and save your energy.
Do not ask me to add you to my Friends List
Do not ask me to become your friend
It really is nothing personal. Well, I don't even know who you are! In Kupika we are
just nicknames. I am so very busy with my real life (and virtual life), so I cannot
become everyone's friend. To me, the written word friend has a different
meaning than acquaintance. You don't ask someone to become his friend; you
just do. I mean, you don't need to confirm that we are friends. If we talk with
each other, if I know something about you and you know something about me, if we
understand each other, then you are automatically my friend. No need to ask about
that. That's why, when a complete stranger asks me to become his/her friend, I can
only say: "uh, hello..."
Let me close this diary entry by expressing my gratitude to all of you, Kupika
members, who have been here through so many things. We have had problems,
disagreements, conflicts, etc. in the past. And I am sure the problems won't stop
here. But we also have lots of FUN! Thanks to you, we still exist, are still intact,
with a nice little community that is growing. Let's see what we will become in the
future.
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