Sunday, 28 January 2007
03:39:01 AM (GMT)
soo im a horrible person :/
im falling in love with my boyfriend's best friend's boyfriend
and he loves his girly
but he said he trusts me
and its just so completely awesome that he does
and he looks at me during lunch i see it
and we carry on conversations so well
a lot better than me and john
and i just i dont know
i want nicky
but hes so in love
i hate it
but shes so nice
and everyone says i remind them of her
aghhhhhhhh im a horrible person
john loves me with all of his heart
i can see it in his eyes when he looks at me
but i cant trust him
he still likes margaret i know it
and he stares at my chest
so why is he so perverted yet so sweet?
why cant he just be like nicky?
sweet and funny and able to carry on a conversation
hes sweet sometimes
cant carry on a conversation
too shy to do anything
nicky doesnt just talk on aim
and btw our aim conversation when he first imed me he didnt say who he was
but kept going on and on about he knew me last year
and asked if i had a boyfriend
and said (all i caan remember is "and i kinda care about you"
and i said: o.0
and he said: yea..
so idk if he was doing his lil act thing or not
but i hope he wasn't >.<
i am a completely horrible person
and he said he's getting my shoes for my bday
my prrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeetttyyy journeys :]
which is incredibly sweet
cus he has to work just to pay for them
and theyre like 35$
so does that mean anything?
everyone else said no -.-
so i hope it means something :]
i am THE WORST PERSON IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSAL HISTORY OF THE UNIVERSE
dont you agree??