Friday, 26 December 2014
07:34:45 PM (GMT)
I don't know why, but lately I've been thinking about the past with you. I'm
beginning to feel bad and I wish I could find closure. The only way to do that,
however, would be to talk to you about it and apologize. There's one problem, though.
You told me to never contact you again. And, now, because of that, I can't find the
closure i find myself needing. I'd like to apologize in a detailed manner, proving
that I've matured and changed. I don't know what I was thinking back then and I
really regret it. I've never put anyone through that much hell, and it wasn't the
right thing of me to do to you. You didn't deserve that. If I could delete everything
I did and change it for the better, I would, but I cant, and now you must deal with
that and I must deal with the regret. I know you probably hate me now, considering
you told me to never contact you again, but I really feel like I need to let you know
this... But I'm scared of how you'll react. I guess for now I'll just wait it out and
see what happens, if I can get closure on my own and move on completely from this...
Or the worse case scenario. I guess I'll see in the near future.