Monday, 4 August 2014
02:43:36 PM (GMT)
~just a lil update on life~
I had my birthday party at jakes on Friday, the first, and Kyle and Christian and
Caitlyn and Jordan were supposed to come, just so we could hook and watch creepy
pasta and all that good stuff.
(Short story further below if you don't care for details)
Anyway, Jordan and Caitlyn were there for a while but Christian and Kyle couldn't
come til late after work.
I bought some snacks n lunch and we smoked a bit until I knocked over my hookah
because I overestimated the length of the hose.
It fell onto the concrete but was fine lol.
The coals did fall onto me though so my knee was burned through my tights D:
So then we decided to go see how my new LED wheels worked in the dark since it was
getting later n they were SO COOL
But Jordan got a call from Lyndsey, this 25 or so yr old girl that he has a sort of
crush/big sister relationship with
She told him to come to a bonfire (quite a ways away) to hang out and at first I was
down because she is so fun to be around but he kept changing the plans while we were
getting ready to go like "oh yeah I can take you home still... But not on time... In
fact I'll probably drink so idk"
So they ended up just ditching me. No ride home (I'd confirmed that he'd take me
literally minutes before Lyndsey called him) and no ride for Christian or Kyle to
even come see me because he'd let them rely on him too.
Worst of all we got a call from Christian asking "hey almost here yet?"
Jordan had him under the impression he was coming to get him to go to my party but he
was gonna make him just tag along to a bonfire with some strangers.
Anyway long story short Jordan ditched me after I bought him food and shisha
and coals and kinda ruined the rest of the night bc he left just me and jake to chill
alone until I could wake my mom up to come get me. But jake was super cute and
protective the whole time trying to tell Jordan he was being a jerk just to see
Lyndsey and basically put it like "Dude I know I've been a shitty friend so I would
deserve you bailing like that but this isn't about me it's about her and you're just
ditching her here and she doesn't deserve it, she returns favors and helps us out."
But of course I'm an idiot and just sat there quietly like "idk yeah sure okay if
that's what you want I mean okay" bc I canNOT STAND UP FOR MYSELF UGH
My actual birthday though was fun. Walked around Portland with mom, got new shorts
and a new face regime with some stuff from Lush.
I drank a lil and listened to some crazy under-the-influence stories from my mom and
Oh and dyed my hair red while I was drunk but liked it in the morning so it's all
Well, I'm seventeen now.
Yay for R rated movies I guess?
Last edited: 4 August 2014