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The tidal wave of emotionsCategory: (general)
Monday, 19 May 2014
01:35:37 AM (GMT)
Hello friend would you like me to take you on a feels trip?
Well this all started last weekend......
My dog fell ill. She was was constantly peeing and not eating as well as she should.
I was like well maybe its just a cold or something so i when on with my week. With in
the next few days she starts bleeding from her ladybits. (She just got out of heat 2
months ago so yeah a tinsy bit abnormal.) We couldn't take her to the vet so we wait
some more. Then the vomiting starts......(At this point she is eating almost no food
except for people food and mostly drinking water.) "Okay she's drinking too much
water," says my brain. Friday after noon some time between 3 and 4 she vomits this
time it has blood in it. Around 40:30 p.m. I walk down stairs to where she is (she
smells absolutely rancid because of the vomit and she stopped cleaning herself) and
look at her and pet her. She looks at me with the most apologetic and solemn eyes I
have ever seen. Then I see it she is going to die and soon. It was like she was
saying "I'm sorry girl I'm gonna be leaving soon." Those were the eyes of someone
that is dying. My parents came home awhile after i had gone back upstairs and
finished crying. My mom told me that they were taking her to the vet Saturday. I
cried some more because I knew exactly what she meant. fast forward to Saturday
morning they leave with her they only come back with her collar and gave it to me. I
cried again. fast forward to today. I mopped the floor where she had dripped blood. I
cried. I just don't want to let go of her.  Yesterday my dog died no, yesterday my
best friend died.

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‹Shadow_Cat› says :   19 May 2014   906575  
I am Sorry for your lost... losing a pet like that is horrible...
 

 
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