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Sunday, 16 March 2014
03:13:52 PM (GMT)
Sandpaper across the soft skin on my face
Another sheet of glass crashes, laughing over my head
Falling and with any luck, drawing a little more blood
A little more to add that badly needed color
They aren’t laughing now
Is this it? Am I a real person now?
Those same dead eyes
I’ve seen in a thousand different faces
now they’re carved into me
Can’t tell me I don’t know your pain now
Can’t pretend you know something I don’t know
The damage in me is complete
I’m one of you now, aren’t I, undeniably?
That’s our game, right?
Tie a ribbon of flame around my wrist
and say I’m a sacred sister,
say I’m a saved saint
dirty like diamonds and
clean like mud
I may be more than you think
Or a lot less;
Now, that I’m just like everyone else
Wrecked and ruined where I
should’ve been made whole
They’re still not done,
they’re all still here
I forgot about how the story goes on
even after the ending
Fair enough, I’m hearing
Forgivable, ignorance, you’re saying
That’s funny because no one’s let it go yet
That’s a lie because…
their eyes are still my eyes
Sharp teeth and paint spilled in the sink
I’ll give you all colors you won’t find in bottles
You’re after smooth silver pink fluids
You’d bleed them if you could
Just to feel clean
I’m still painting those eyes you gave me
can’t quite capture just how hollow you all are
It’s funny, funny
You have to keep smiling
You have to keep laughing
You have to

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