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Tuesday, 1 November 2011
01:31:57 AM (GMT)
today...more specificly tonight...
was supposed to be the end of the best
weekend ive ever had in my life and it
was supposed to be with you...
but what happened?
i really dont know...it always seems
that at the last minute something 
comes up and makes it impossible
for me to have the time that i thought
and hoped i would have...i just wanted
to be with you...just wanted to see you
but no...it had to be made where i couldnt
do anything i wanted...
why? 
do you really love me? i know you care
or you said you do...i know i love you
and i know i care about you more then i 
care about anything else in my life...
but from what ive seen and experienced...
it doesnt seem like you do...truly...
to be honest i would say it doesnt matter
anymore to me and that i could care less
but in all honesty this means the most to me
right now...ever really...
i dont know if i can handle this anymore...
whats wronge with me? fucked up me...
i hate this shit more then you can imagine...
i could say i like the pain...it would sound poetic
but i dont...
i fucking hate all the pain and agony you give to 
me and i cant do shit to stop it...
as i said...it gets alot worse...
i cant deal with this now...
i guess this nights another one where i act
like perfect you...your not perfect...i know your
not...but you are loved...anyways...
ill be crying for the third time this day...
i hope you see its your fault...it always has been...
fuck it...goodbye

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