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Thursday, 27 October 2011
02:54:49 AM (GMT)
I say that alot, when I don't want to answer a question. 
For one reason or another. 
But lately, I really don't. 
I thought highschool relationships were pointless, and that that was why I never got
the feeling of "love" that everyone spoke of. 
Because I had common sense. 
Then I met Michael, and changed my mind. 
I guess I had just never met the right guy until him. That's why I'd dated so many
I literally have way too many options, and I don't know which one is right. 
Jacob really likes me. I saw him last Saturday, after the tournament. He Moved away
this summer and was back to visit. I admittedly did cuddle with him, and hold his
hand... But he's... Other then cuddling, I don't think he's my type. Although he is
super nice...
Chance, I don't even know. I wanted to like him, I really did. And I did for a while
there, and maybe I could re-like him, but he doesn't act like he's an option. He acts
like were friends. Like I didn't kiss him. It makes me think he didn't want that
kiss, and now I'm in the friend zone. 
Rainier. Oh rainier, I question myself. I've always found him attractive, and under
all his nerdyness, he's charming. But I didn't really start to like him, until this
girl I really don't like told me she liked him. And I'm wondering if maybe my brain
jumped to liking him just because I want to hurt her. Or if I do like him. This whole
"I like a guy, so you can like him" thing is blasphemy. I know for sure now that he
likes me. 
Or I could just forget about all three of them, and get my friends to introduce me to
this super hot guy I noticed last week. 
Maybe none of them are right...things were so simple when I had Michael....

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