Tuesday, 27 September 2011
12:43:16 AM (GMT)
I move with the world and yet I am alone.
I smile when I have to, Bear my teeth when I need to
But I feel nothing. Emptiness, no joy, no pain, no sadness
no happiness. Just as if I just brought into this world,
standing on the side lines watching people go by. But
I'm moving along with them, with nothing inside.
I rattle my senses but still nothing, just an emptiness inside
am I'm broken? What is wrong with me? I'm not lost nor found.
I'm here but nothing inside. I don't fear it, nor enjoy it. Is it some
calm before the storm? No, it must be that I'm broken inside.
Nothingness inside of me, you seem to be here for a while and
I accept you and will just be there silently when you decide to be
something more. Until then I am empty inside, void of caring of
who or whats around me.