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Friday, 26 August 2011
10:36:03 PM (GMT)
Sometimes when I write entries I feel like I'm crossing a "no one really cares"
But I do it anyways. It's a good way to get feelings out.
I had a week or so absence because my ex started harrassing me.
One day, the night before I started my absence, he sent this email, exact words:
"i hate u & i hope u die u fkin fag"
I deleted the email and was like "Screw you too man." It didn't really bother me.
Theennn, an hour later he sent another email It said:
"i mean it i will come 2 ur house & kill u"
So then I got a little freaked out,
and started crying... I'll admit to that.
Next day... He shows up.
At my window.
When I was home alone. 
So he unlocks the latch and crawls in, and I couldn't move. I was so scared.
He didn't actually hurt me, but he did get in my face and said;
"See how easy it would be for me to kill you? You would never know..."
Then... he kissed me.
uhh... Mixed signals much?
And left the room the way he came in.

For the next few days, I was watching my back.
Jumped at everything.
And could barely sleep at night.
Yesterday he emailed me and said;
" hey i miss u will u go bak out w/ me"
My reply?
"HELL NO. You're absolutely insane to even THINK I would EVER go back out
with you after all the sh*t you put me through. You're a horrible person and
I would NEVER. ever. everrrr. do that again. So stop emailing me. Stop harrasing
me. And just GET OUT OF MY LIFE."

So that's the reason I haven't replied to messages in 492389432 days.
Last edited: 26 August 2011

‹<3.What.A.Wonderful.Caricature.Of.Intimacy.<3› says:   26 August 2011   139967  
ohmygoodness :x
If he does anything to you, I swearrr</>.>
‹RazorBladeLimeade› says:   26 August 2011   386216  
me and Ana will hurt him
PhotoFinish says:   26 August 2011   719544  
Oh my D: 
That's scary.
Written says:   26 August 2011   844582  
Thanks guys. But you don't have to.

It is. ): 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says :   29 August 2011   486627  
I'm gunna cry. He better not take away my Jamey-kun. ;__;


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