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Monday, 15 August 2011
10:54:25 PM (GMT)
So I told Ivan everything. He flipped out and punched a wall and we talked for a
while in his room and stuff and I fell asleep and I wake-up and there's a note that
pretty much said he's called dad (no added information) and that the guy isn't coming
near the house and that he'd be back soon. Well, Ivan, even though I know you can't
read this, it's been 7 hours. Where are you? Is this really what you call soon? I'm
worried. I don't know some part of me thinks he left because he's mad at me, another
part of me says he just wants to cool down and then I'm scared he left for a second
and then something bad happened to him. If something bad has happened I'd die. If he
died I'd try and hold on as long as I could for my baby brother but I feel like it'd
be too much I'd rather die than let him die. He's the fun brother and helpful and him
living actually benefits others or would, me not so much. I'd be totally useless and
sullen and probably do more damage than good.

ecstasy says:   16 August 2011   931402  
Did he come back yet?
erised says:   16 August 2011   425168  
Oh boo-hoo! Self pitty and lies!
ecstasy says:   18 August 2011   555585  
Xx_idome_xX says:   18 August 2011   827389  
This boy right here, is NOT a liar. It's not self-pity either. So
LEAVE NIKOLA ALONE. How would you feel if your brother, or whoever you
are the closest to left and didn't come back for a long time? Just
fuck off.
I love you, Nikola. <3 
Xx_idome_xX says:   18 August 2011   733919  
And besides! On your profile you say you can't stand mediocre
intelligence. You spelled "pity" wrong. Go read a dictionary or
NikolaBleedsBleu says:   18 August 2011   594536  
I love you too <3 

@ erised: That's a humorous statement considering it can't be
self-pity if it's a lie, unless I'm insane which I'm not. There's no
pity here and no pity party. I'm actually happier when people don't
comment, its like those videos "Rooftop Confessions" you say it and
fuck-all if anyone hears it but it feels like its not really a secret
anymore. I say think what you want though, it doesn't actually change
anything so it doesn't actually matter and I don't actually care. 
erised says :   18 August 2011   213978  
I'm perfectly aware of the correct spelling of the word pity, people
are capable of making typing mistakes dear.

I actually appreciate your intelligent response.

You've impressed me, kid. 


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