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Monday, 15 August 2011
12:17:25 PM (GMT)
I don't know what to fucking do my dad called early and he being the fucking asshole
that he is rants at me for like thirty minutes about how some old bitch that's been
stalking us told someone who fucking told him that we leave the house really late and
stuff and that we're all over the place at night and all the time and shit and so
he's fussing at me and I'm spazzing I don't know whether to say we don't or what so
I'm just silent and at the end of his fucking rant he tells me that "uncle" james is
going to be staying with us at night. i dunno i fucking froze I can't even describe
it its like something ran down my spine and just fucking stood there while he ranted
some more and through the whole conversation all i could say was that i thought they
weren't friends anymore and he tells me, very happily that they've talked it out and
everything alright now and the conversation ended with him ranting some more and
saying okay and i said okay and then i started crying i dont know what to do "uncle"
james was the person who abused me when I was little he babysat us while our parents
where out of town and he stopped because he moved away and was inconvenient to watch
us and he wanted either more money or for us to move closer or us to move in with
them and my mom was deadset against it because I'd told them about something that had
happened and after being interrogated for a while my dad decided I was just confused
and whatever had happened had been a misunderstanding. of course he asked his friend.
And my mom though convinced nothing happened didn't like it and there were other
problems and stuff they'd had as friends that but i haven't seen this man since I was
eight and I have no fucking clue what to do. do i confront him? do i i dunno I'm
thinking I'll just not answer the door or something. i should tell ivan i've never
told him, its the only thing I've ever kept from him
Last edited: 15 August 2011

ecstasy says :   15 August 2011   111476  
Well hurry and tell him so he can do something.
and post what happens, i'm interested.

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