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The thought of him kills meCategory: (general)
Thursday, 3 March 2011
06:52:34 PM (GMT)
I can't look at him without crying. I miss him so much. I bet he doesn't think about me anymore. I went through my Facebook messages, look at these: Me _______________ Hola Gabriel! Lol, sorry this is like the fifth dumb message I've sent to you *tonight* and I hope you don't think this message is too foward, but read this: This may be random, and long, and whatever, but please read it: When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to get to know you. When I got to know you I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am terrified of loosing you. We're all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone in life whose weirdness is matching to ours, the weirdness works together and creates a weird word called love. Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over. And even if we fall apart, I truely know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered in my twisted world had come true. My only dream mattering? To be loved by you. To the world you are but one person, but to this one person you are the world. If I should be to know what love is, it would only be because of you. Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. You can't blame gravity for falling in love. Lets commit the perfect crime, I'll steal your heart and you'll steal mine. Gabriel, you are a wonder thing because I can lock you out my room, but I can't lock you out my heart. I can get you out of my way, but I cannot get you out of my mind. I love you beyond my own ententions. him _____________ Aw destiny i wish i could right something as sweet back to you. i love you with all my heart mon a'mour stay beautiful ♥ i hope we stay together 4eve love you how could he say "Je t'aime" so often and tell me he loved me so openly, and then just break my heart?

‹♥My Sweet Wonderland♥› says:   4 March 2011   736798  
because he doesn't realize wat he is missing..and he has his head WAY
too far up his ass.
Destiny I love you..but he needs u and u need him..and he needs to
realize that..
‹Scarlet_Scandal› says:   4 March 2011   720233  
  thank you. 
‹♥My Sweet Wonderland♥› says:   4 March 2011   364914  
ur welcome 
‹Scarlet_Scandal› says:   4 March 2011   363018  
 I am so lame.  I wrote a poem about him  
‹♥My Sweet Wonderland♥› says:   4 March 2011   452119  
thats not lame..atleast u can write poems..I can't 
‹Scarlet_Scandal› says:   4 March 2011   322181  
poems dont have to rhyme 
‹♥My Sweet Wonderland♥› says :   4 March 2011   377824  
i know.. but the ones I make don't sound right 


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