I'm a whore, a liar, scum of the Earth. But the hardest thing was the
truth. ♥
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I'm a whore, a liar, scum of the Earth. But the hardest thing was the
truth. ♥
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Sunday, 21 November 2010
09:01:31 PM (GMT)
I feel awful about this cause I dated liars and major assholes, hell I even attract crazies. And every time I bring him up to a close friend they say he was a douchebag and he let a good thing go. But thats what attracts me to him cause he was a douchebag but he was my douchebag who was different, I miss my zombie boy. I don't care about the negative comments or whatsoever, he was were my best friend who I can cry on. I told every secret of mines to him and now, once I think about I still love him and its a damn shame cause I realized I never moved on. I'm lost, confused, and I want his shoulder to cry on. My heart still thuds the hardest and I still get weak in the knees when I see him or even at least say hello to him. And now, I don't know what to do anymore.

SithWedgie says:   22 November 2010   769691  
Oh, that's normal ^_^ Sometime we have to ignore our hearts because
you can't really talk sense into 'em. :/  There will be more
'different' boys.  

Do you feel you deserve a douchebag?
devouratrocities says :   22 November 2010   549985  
Hehe, actually I still do. He was my first love and he never treated
me wrong, its just the people who thought he did. :]

But thank you for the advice. :D


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