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Saturday, 20 November 2010
11:02:36 AM (GMT)
Worst Cramps. Shoot me. No sleep, work in half hour. Shoot me. I just wanna die right here, feels like my tummy's gonna explode on me, so fuckk. I'm not happy, and my boss is a major bitch, and makes everything worse, constantly. Let's not mention, that she constantly makes me feel stupid, and does things to prove so. I always let these things go, but today, today, I may snap on her. Fuckkk. I don't wanna lose my jobbbb! I.Need.Medicine. But, I can't have any.. Dad's Rules, since he seems to think I'm a drug addict, he has taken away all of the tylenol, advil, midol, everything. Everything. Ughhhh.. Help me please. i'm feeling so sickkk. Shooot meee! :'( Pardon my whiny diary entry, I'm such a whiny, annoying bitchhh. I'm sorryyy!! :/ I've gotta go get dressed now.. I'm sorry for spamming those who have subscribed to me, and those who have added me with this worthless diary entry.

‹??????› says :   20 November 2010   830140  
I have felt like that before. And it was not very long ago.
You know,
that's exactly what my mother does. She proves it and leaves it and
makes it
all worse for me. Even though she knows I feel like crap already. I've
never snapped on her because I can forgive her, I love her too much.
She does too much for us. How can your father do that? So cruel, I
don't want you to stay sick. Please get better, any way you can. I
wish I could help. I really don't know how. D: Oh no dear, no it's
okay, everyone needs to rant it out and even on a diary often, because
sometimes you just can't say. You can't say anything. Not around the
family. Not around them. And it locks up inside. I worry about that,
too. I really hope you get better. Pain is inevitable. Suffering is
optional. Let's try staying strong, I know you're strong. I on the
other hand can be put to tears easily if anyone tried. xD;

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