Wednesday, 26 May 2010
03:42:32 PM (GMT)
heyy... so ive never like posted an actual diary before, they've all been like
surveys and stuff
but i just need someone to listen to me, coz my lifes so suckish right now, i dont
think it could get any worse :S
okay, so i got back from my holiday in turkey two days ago... and already ive noticed
my lifes not how i left it two weeks ago.
firstly my boyfriend and bestfriend have been really depressed and down. one minute
they'll be fine, and then the next they'll have their head in there hands, like
they're about to cry.
... and its not like i can do anything to help them, coz they're not tell me
anything... its always 'ill tell you later', 'it doesnt matter' ... and tbh it breaks
my heart to see them upset when i cant do anything for them
also ive noticed that the two of them are closer than before, well yeah they were
practically best friends before i left, but now they seem 'closer' and my bestfriend
posted a status on facebook saying 'i love you, but i cant have you </3' (she already
has a boyfriend that shes been going out with for almost 3 months)
i mean, what if they wanna be together and im in the way of that?
also my boyfriend has been off with me, he doesnt seem as 'clingy' as he was before,
and im starting to doubt our relationship...
the two of them went to the mentors office this break, (the mentors are like the
schools phyciatrists) and didnt come out for what felt like ages...
its like theres a giant cloud hanging over my life, and just need someones advice, i
feel like im all alone and no-one cares any more :'(
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