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second biggest mistake of my horible life!Category: (general)
Monday, 27 July 2009
03:10:09 AM (GMT)
i fell in love.. second biggest mistake of my
horible ruined life! he told me "i have to leave" 
i said "why cant you stay? i love you so much. you'd kill me if you
"well thers the thing. i dont love you anymore-"
"well, love. it just wasnt working out between us."
"IT SURE IN HELL WAS!" I shriked at him
"love, please dont make it harder then it needs to be"
"but i-i-i love you. a-and id die without you.."i wispered
"im sorry love, i must leave. and even if i loved you it wouldn't
change a bit."
"loved? you mean every word your saying?" 
i just noticed i was crying wjen we wiped something wet from my face.
hes eyes were starting to get glossy but he looked away at the sun
set. impation. pain. anoyence. all i saw ther.
"my love, please stop crying."
"i cant. you dont love me. why? what cant i do to make you stay? what
did i do wrong?" i barly wispered.
"love you cant DO anything! im leaving and thats THAT!" he yelled at
i couldnt move. i was speachless. motionless. and broken. 
we patted my sholder and was running to his house in no time. I held
my hand out weakly. He didnt come back. I fell to my knees and my mom
found me a few hours later balling my eyes out she came to me at once
and kept asking quetions but all i could say has "hes gone" it was
less then a whisper.
He never came back and ive been broken ever since. Turning dont every
guy who asked, skiping dances and any phisical contact posible. The
hole in my chest is beond repair.

‹Syndromic_Wonderland› says:   27 July 2009   312928  
Well, is this true? 

Then get over it. Seriously. There are other fishes out there in the
sea and breaking up with a boyfriend won't ruin your life. Oh and why
did he keep calling you 'love'?
areka123 says :   27 July 2009   312992  
he kept calling me love because hes a gental man! and i dont know y
he did. i dont care if thers 'other fishes' hes my shark and i loved
him more then anyone!


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