Monday, 27 July 2009
03:10:09 AM (GMT)
i fell in love.. second biggest mistake of my
horible ruined life! he told me "i have to leave"
i said "why cant you stay? i love you so much. you'd kill me if you
"well thers the thing. i dont love you anymore-"
"well, love. it just wasnt working out between us."
"IT SURE IN HELL WAS!" I shriked at him
"love, please dont make it harder then it needs to be"
"but i-i-i love you. a-and id die without you.."i wispered
"im sorry love, i must leave. and even if i loved you it wouldn't
change a bit."
"loved? you mean every word your saying?"
i just noticed i was crying wjen we wiped something wet from my face.
hes eyes were starting to get glossy but he looked away at the sun
set. impation. pain. anoyence. all i saw ther.
"my love, please stop crying."
"i cant. you dont love me. why? what cant i do to make you stay? what
did i do wrong?" i barly wispered.
"love you cant DO anything! im leaving and thats THAT!" he yelled at
i couldnt move. i was speachless. motionless. and broken.
we patted my sholder and was running to his house in no time. I held
my hand out weakly. He didnt come back. I fell to my knees and my mom
found me a few hours later balling my eyes out she came to me at once
and kept asking quetions but all i could say has "hes gone" it was
less then a whisper.
He never came back and ive been broken ever since. Turning dont every
guy who asked, skiping dances and any phisical contact posible. The
hole in my chest is beond repair.