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Monday, 30 March 2009
09:06:00 PM (GMT)
I feel like i've lost a lot.
I can't remember anything, maybe it's just a mental block.
But i'm sick of it.
Doing the same thing every day.
I keep waiting for something improtant to happen.
But nothing.
Just living through this misery.

Much as i say i like to be alone.
Sometimes, I'm lying.
I get so lonely.
The thoughts just creep in.
I can't escape them on my own.
I sometimes end up sitting in tears and i don't know why.
Or i'll sit and stare at the wall for ages without moving.
Some days, i jut put my ipod on, turn all the sound up and close my eyes.
I want to scream.
To runaway.
To die.

Yes.
I have thought about it before.
I've sat and imagined my own funeral
Scary thought eh?
I've tried to look at people's lifes.
To see what they would be like.
Yeah, so you'd all miss me at first.
But i'd fade.
Soon just a distant memory.
Somewhat like a dream.
Worried yet?
Guess thats just wonderful little me isn't it.
Fact: I'm over- emotional

Anyways, i guess there wasn't any point in me writing this.
I don't know why i just sat and wrote all that.
It doesn't matter

But if you like, you can message me, i'll let you hack me?
I like reading all the little things you guys write.
They sometimes help cheer me up.
So c'mon.
Hack me.
Write me a letter in a Diary, so that i'll keep it forever.

And, Yeah maybe i just am that fucked up inside that even i don't know whats going
on.
♥

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Last edited: 30 March 2009

Comments 
‹RAWrIEATYOU› says:   31 March 2009   396583  
oh gosh.
is this how you really feel?
 
Sonnefeuer says:   31 March 2009   595446  
Megan, you know that you can talk to me about anything?
If you ever need to talk I will listen to you
I will try and help you sort this out
because together we can fight it.
much love,
Lynsey
x
 
‹[RealSlimShadii**][PcD-Halooo][Megan*CyberKiss]› says:   31 March 2009   362745  
Yes,
i really understand...But really its not true...



IS IT???? O<M<G Come talk to me girl!!
 
‹automatic› says:   31 March 2009   336154  
@Sylvia: Yeah...
@Lynsey: Thankyou Lynsey, i love you <3
@:Megan:It's true. 
 
‹{{Bad♥Influence}}› says:   31 March 2009   286839  
Uno We'd All Miss U 4 Ever 
Wna No Wat I'd B Lke 
Cuz Clearly U Didnt Look In2 My Futer Wit Out U If U Thnk U'd Jst Fade
Away.
I'd Miss U So Much Ur My BBBFL & U No Evrythin Bout Me 
I Dnt Thnk I Could Tell Any1 Wat I Tell U
I Dnt No Wat They'd Thnk Of Me
So No U Wouldnt Jst Fade Away 
& I Wldnt Be-able 2 Bare It 
So Dnt Even Try It
&heart;
 
madcow1995 says:   31 March 2009   826425  
ur r a dick and weird. Megan. I no wt ur name is ha ha ha ha
‹automatic› says:   31 March 2009   935986  
:/
I can't take this
Living here
It's horrid
 
‹automatic› says:   31 March 2009   546856  
madcow1995: Want to just get to fuck?
You DO NOT know me.
Don't go around fucking commenting on people's diary's if all you're
gonna do is be an asshole
Kindly Fuck off now
 
‹{{Bad♥Influence}}› says:   31 March 2009   935796  
Hoo The Fuck Dae U Hink Ur Talkin 2 MadCow?
U Jst Messed Wit The Rong Girl
U Willl Now B Reciving A Msg Frm Me
Plz Reply 
♥
 
‹ifONLYtonight.› says:   8 April 2009   768125  
oioi (:
uh megan 
CMON get a grip girl 
we is goin 2 america
end of story :D
k?
uh yeah +
you talk bollocks bbz <3
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
lmfao.
laalalaaalaalllllalalalaalalalala




la.
anyway yeah
'YOU SHOULD SEE YOUR GP'
k? get some help bbz :D xx
anywayyyyyyy
OMG I READ I READ I READ A STORY
in my magazine about a girl who
drank sooo much energy drinks
50 a week nd she took a heart attack
and almost died dw it was red bull lmfao.
DONT DRINK MONSTER .
infact do cos its sosososo nice.
yumyumyumyum
omg k wb  laaaaav choo x
 
‹automatic› says :   8 April 2009   838321  
IKNOW
I READ THAT THING TOO
lmfao
Im too scared to9 talk
Cause mom and dad will start asking so many questions
Iloveyoutoobabe
 
 
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