Thursday, 5 March 2009
11:11:13 PM (GMT)
My teacher asked me if I was alright one day, out of the blue. Like, I
didn't catch all of it, but she said, "I've been noticing that ____________. Are you
"Yeah. -reaches for book in desk as she starts to walk away-"
"-turns around- Tell me if you feel stressed, okay?"
I'm thinking she said, "I've been noticing you're grades have been dropping," or,
"I've been noticing that you're behavior is changing," because I presume both are
happening. My grades have been dropping (I think), and my behavior is taking a turn
for the worse.
And so that got me thinking. Suddenly, one day, a long time ago, I started to feel
like I just didn't care anymore. About anything. School, family, etc. At school, I
don't feel like I care if my grades drop. "Who cares? I'm always gonna pass," I
And at home. Whenever my mom gets seriously pissed at me, I'm able to look her in the
eye and talk back.
To Be Cont.