Saturday, 30 August 2008
11:22:22 PM (GMT)
aside: It has come to my attention that one of my (two) readers thought last chapter
was the end. It wasn't! just wanted to clear that up.
Chapter six: Family
It's really weird. I had no trouble appearently with staying unconcoius
over the last few weeks but now that I've been up for like seven hours I can just
forget it. Ansomnia sucks, I can tell you that. Especialy considering what I plan to
do tomorrow: reconnetecting with my family (as Frank put it.) Weeeeee. Spending time
getting to know a over dramatic woman who "thinks I'm great and loves me for who I
am" and a brother who can't stand me even though I don't know him. Fun.
Sure my "Mom" loves "me", but I can't remember who she is or who I am. So
how am I supposed to be the person she loves? When Emily snuck into my room awhile
ago and we chatted and before she left she said "you know it's not that bad. You
haven't really changed that much." but don't kids act differntly around they're
parents to make them happy? How did I act then? How should I act now? What if I mess
up and seeing me now only gives her painful memories of what I was?
Then there's my brother "Bill" who hates me. I mean sibling revelry is no big
deal... When both are involved. But him hating me when I don't even remember
him? Plus he has a girl friend back home, Amy (who I had really never met) and so
he's going to resent my injuries pulling him away, and he looked all agravated when
he came into my room with water... I think I'll keep that bonding sesion
Then I have to go see my Aunt, which I don't think I'll mind so much. She seems
very nice (but then Frank may be a wee bit biased towards her.) Still
though if all else fails I can talk about her baby. Emily said she's nice too though
and that's a good sign. I also have to meet Emily's mom, but Emily will be with me
for that. And then I go back to Dr. Frank because he wants check my heart rate, blood
preasure, tempature, shoe size, ect, ect. (just kidding with the shoe size.).
I'm still awake. I have a dresser, I wonder what's in it? I open the first drawer
and find... Bed pans. Yuck! I mean they're clean but still...
Next drawer: clothes. Surprise, surprise.
Next one, knick knacks. A spotted a green yoyo, a spare blanket, and some fake
Last drawer held a camera and a laptop. The chances of having internet on a boat
was, like, negitive two and I didn't remember my passwords. The camera though... The
laptop was dark grey and coated in stickers but the camera was shiny black and new. I
grabbed it and hit the button labled "review". Score! Oh yeah, who found the family
Well that was a bust. I didn't triger any important memories. Just mom setting a
table and Bill at an amuesment park.
And I still can't sleep. uurgh. I'll see if there are more photo's on the laptop. I
got it on and open pictures. I spent a long time looking pictures and learned alot.
We eat with Emily alot and celerbrate Christmas. And I saw some of your house. All
and all pretty good. I finally went to bed feeling a like I had a better handel on my
past. If only I could Know my future.
Note from Kirti: sorry it's so short but I'm very tired. ( I could't really sleep
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