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Dear IanCategory: The day I break
Monday, 16 June 2008
01:18:17 PM (GMT)
Dear Ian,
 Wow. I can't belive I waited this long. I've been able to stand firm, stand without
a scratch or scar.
That's not true anymore. Today, I'm broken.
I couldn't stand firm anymore, I couldn't live hopeful.
I thought this would never happen, I never thought I woud break, break
I loved you, I trusted you, I told things no one else knew, I said things I've never
said to anyone.
You made my heart beat, you filled my with excitment and butterflys. It was such a
wonderful feeling,but
I'm afraid, I think that feeling is gone. 

You not showing up, around the time you should have, or at the right place, just hit
me like a cement wall.
All the fun things I had in mind, all the things I wanted to do with you, all my
plans and dreams and hopes...
gone. I let you in even when it hurt. There are things I didn't want you to

Although Im very disapointed in you, and feel as I've lost all trust in you, I still
love you.
I will do anything to make everything better. I feel as I should be royaly pissed off
at you,
I feel as if I should hate you, but I just cant hate you. I feel as if I should end
things for good, seeing as
all the pain you've put me through, but I can't bring myself to do it, since I've
caused you pain too
which I'm utterfly sorry for. 

I know you get online sometimes, when you should be here, with me, giving me sweet
and holding me tight like your never going to let me go. So, please read this, and
please reply back.
I know, you think I'm very angry, very ticked off, very pissed, but I'm not. I just
want to know if your safe.
I'm not mad at you, I love you, I swear on everything we've ever had, everything
thing weve gone through.
I love you, always,

3 hearts

‹<>.AthenaHadTheWorld.<>› says:   16 June 2008   496355  
Im here for you babe.
Ian if your reading this
I hope you realize
how much pain you've
caused in the past week.

Karly I hope your okay babe.
‹karlyyybugg.™<33› says:   16 June 2008   173426  
i hope he reads it
and replies
i still love him
and i always will
_abc_ shouts:   16 June 2008   391356  
Whats the difference between a man and a boy? A man takes
responsibility for his actions. So far, you have proved to be a little
boy with your actions this past weekend. Now here is the question? Are
you going to continue to act like a boy?
Either grow up or go away......forever
‹karlyyybugg.™<33› says :   16 June 2008   224349  
he kinda proves a point Ian

But, dont ever leave my life
I love you Ian


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