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Thursday, 21 June 2007
09:06:14 PM (GMT)
Another poem by moi 'cause ya know you love me XD

Happy For Hurt
Leaves drop softly on the grass in front of school,
Crunching when kids step on them, backs heavy with books and arms full with papers
and projects.
I wonder silently if that was what leaves were for.
To be grown, fallen off and stepped on.
 Then my mouth tugs and my boots kick around under the bench.
Was that what I'm for, too?
And it makes me smile so kids look at me and walk by without a word.
Because I was, and that made me happy.
To know what I'm for.
But the days feel long and the space on the bed is empty this night.
It's not like I miss you, honey. And it's not like I miss you.
A breeze blows by, combing my hair with it's fingers,
Gently removing the hardened knots.
My nails dig the bench and I feel another piece of my heart drop,
And it makes me smile all the same,
Because it crunches like the leaves when it's stepped on.
I can't believe I let it go that far without stopping it from braking into turmoil.
My sweater smells like you.
My nails dig deeper into the bench
I kick hard at a stone
And my head ducks down shamefully.
Would you hurt me? Please?
Careless thumps of wood are heard through the living room when I come home,
Mother's going to work now and slips by the door, not even close to catching my
It's good to be home.
I go up to my bedroom slowly and bury myself under the thick comforter.
It's hard to breathe under it, but I manage to breathe through my mouth.
"Crazy fuck"
Would you hurt me? Please?

Great. Now comment. I mean it. All you people on my friends list must comment because
you are the first to know T_T

sugar_were_goin_down95 says:   21 June 2007   377679  
I like this!
WhiffleChix says:   22 June 2007   962745  
Tank youu xD
‹<3 Alison› says :   9 September 2008   851767  
This is how I feel right now, sorry for the late comment

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