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Cutting Bleeding DyingCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 17 April 2007
03:20:43 PM (GMT)
Watch the blood fall to the floor 
watch me slowly die
see that i have no regret 
see that suicide is beautiful
see that death is happiness
sometimes i want out so bad i can taste it 
sometimes all i do is think about it, i crave it
i feel that nothing can pull me out now
the light at the end of the tunnel is gone 
light in general has left me 
i have no hope left
the darkness is comfort
come sit in it with me and feel...
what it is like to be destined for hell
and know what its like when life has no meaning 
see why i am always alone
the feelings that i feel i cant close them away 
lost in the darkness i wander blindly
knowing that soon i iwll trip and fall
hoping soon it will all end
im consumed by darkness i adore it i lust it 
i cant help what i feel
can you see through my fake smiles?
why do you always want to change me?
this is my calling 
if i am too young to die 
i welcome it with open arms 
because i will never amount to anything
i know that i sicken you 
you think imthe scum of the earth
i'll keep sitting in my corner with my knife in hand 
dont push me to much harder
im not afraid to do it

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