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Suicide.... some one save me..Category: (general)
Friday, 5 January 2007
10:40:19 AM (GMT)
It is 1:36 Pm right now... at 1:10 AM i was haveing a panic attack and an emotional
break down.. i couldent stop shakeing or crying... i was holding my self back from
killing myself... i only slashed my left wrist a few times and i wouldent bleed......
i called the kid's help phone 2 times, both times i w8ed 5 minits for a responce....
i sat listening to Fucking jesus songs when i was on hold...... I guess listneing to
lamb of god and trying to not kill my self don't mix towell... if it wasent for amber
and the other "friends" that care about me (i have no clue why) i would ether be i
nthe hospital, the ward, or the ground.... And fuck you all who think im wrighting
this for sympathy... i need an outlet.......

go_bananas says:   5 January 2007   328799  
i wouldnt do it if i was u.think of the good things in ur life.
go_bananas says:   5 January 2007   587265  
just remember ok dont kill ur self plz.
Honey66 says:   5 January 2007   433433  
Dont jump ahead and harm or eavn kill your self just think if you
kill your self your hurting everyone that cares about you not just
little_e says:   5 January 2007   267963  
It seems you have some great friends, if theres no point in living
for any thing else live for them.x.
Dance_Chick suggests:   5 January 2007   641982  
You should think of the good things in life.
Eye_Roller says:   5 January 2007   376151  
I understand how you feel .. i was there too ur not alone
picklestar06 says:   5 January 2007   424546  
violence is NOT the answer dont do it
Sophira44 says:   5 January 2007   789438  
no suicide!suicide bad!
Sophira44 says:   5 January 2007   366133  
veeery bad!<(
Sophira44 says:   5 January 2007   182454  
do not do it there are some good things in life to live 4
Niki345 says:   5 January 2007   692887  
NOOOo dont do it! your my friend and think of the good things in life
like what sophira44 says and wat go_bannas says think of GOOD things
NOT BAD!!!!!
vampchik13 says:   5 January 2007   884759  
i cant help you with that because that is basically me....every
day...i would help you if i could bud...well, over and out...
Lil_Miss_Tink suggests:   5 January 2007   911517  
Aaah. Killing yourself is not the answer. Think of who you would be
leaving. Your friends, they will miss you. You're not done living yet.
Please don't do this!!!
MojoHuma says:   6 January 2007   955954  
Suicide is not the answer.
Heard life after death is pretty boring.
Oh and instead of cutting, try putting ice cubes on your wrist. 
Supposed to be as painful but less dangerous.
sprousecutter says:   6 January 2007   391342  
I'm going to kill myself.
Singergirl1000 says:   6 January 2007   842865  
DON't do it boohoo I can't stand it last night I fainted
smackdat says:   6 January 2007   871945  
i know the desise u have is it ad this boy in my class has it
Roseblood825 says:   6 January 2007   539839  
I was in the same position.I was shaking uncontrolably and tryed
slitting my wrist but my mother just sat there and laughed.I was
curled up in a ball in a corner.(starts crying)
Roseblood825 says:   6 January 2007   816267  
and I have ADHD and depression and heart problems.
Rusty_Starr says:   6 January 2007   474181  
I know wut ur going through dude it sucks dick...
Tomboy400 suggests:   6 January 2007   419789  
wow like get a  girl friend or a dog or somthing just DON'T DIE ON
Tomboy400 says:   6 January 2007   154684  
jesus songs?????
precious202 says:   6 January 2007   644531  
what the hell is wrong with u kid why the fuck did u cut ur wrist r u
fucking emo.
angelstar847 says:   6 January 2007   322574  
do not ever kill you self or try.... trust me it will torture the
people you may not think care about you but they truely me
Kecoroe says:   6 January 2007   456381  
Dude, cool it your going crazy. Dont kill yourself. You can get a
better life trust me. God made you for a reason, not to go ahead and
kill yourself.
Jeni28 says:   7 January 2007   683913  
Dnt kill ur self think how ur family wud feel try nd get
help...................suicide is not d answer..........u'm sure u ave
plenty of friends dat wouldnt wnt u 2 go...................jus think
bou it b4 u do  it.............*J*
klarsen50588 says:   7 January 2007   474955  
razzer dont do it...ur my emo buddy!!!!!
bluegirl4758 wonders:   7 January 2007   587399  
why did you even want to commit suicide? suicide is very bad you
shouldn't even want to THINK about it!!!!
‹Ty=)› says:   7 January 2007   466579  
don't kill yourself or even have good things coming to you in
life.God put you in that postion for a make you
think about God and what good things he gave to you .like your
pnkrckprncess says:   7 January 2007   461318  
You shouldn't do it, I should know, I've been down that road so many
times, but every time I get to that point I just try and remind myself
what I actually want and have been wanting to do since I was a kid,
just like you if it wasn't for my friends I don't think I would be
here either
‹Corpse Grinder› says:   10 January 2007   219345  
What the fucks with ppl Saying God did fuck all, im sacreligus,
meanig im agenst it all
hot_chick_45 says:   10 January 2007   633823  
I no what you meen, the only thing I could reach, (i'm short lik 5
feet) was a spoon and trust me they don't work, i've tryed hanging
myself and shit, but my mum hates me and fuck all so I dunno Y i
didn't do it...
pinkdevil says:   11 January 2007   295454  
i hav bin there!!! now i can't stop!!! wots all this fuckin shit
about god?????
RaverAlchemist says:   13 January 2007   712662  
You're right. Lamb of God and trying not to kill yourself do not mix
well XD Slipknot and Korn don't mix well with trying not to kill
yourself either <3


On a different note, I agree with your profile. Greenday and Simple
Plan Suck donkey Balls~ **Although the lead singer of Simple Plan
rouses my cutie interest**
‹beautiful_R.I.P_saxson_jake_&kim› says:   18 January 2007   321559  
dont kill ur self then i wouldnt get to meet u
Princess_Depressed says:   28 January 2007   118918  
I wish i culd say sumfing nice bt dat i just me everyday.....i fink
my name gives dat away abit
‹Corpse Grinder› says:   28 January 2007   135537  
I don't think you understand the depth of my mental problems, i can
fucking snap at any time and go from normal me to almost demonc and
fucking kill a person over nothing.
Inuyashima says:   29 January 2007   731477  
same here! if i snap i could kill someone everyone thinks of me as
sweet and innocent but they don't kow the half of if I could kill them
if I wanted to
Inuyashima says:   29 January 2007   468434  
Damn typos! *they don't KNOW the half of it
marz_bar says:   9 March 2007   757821  
dude i'd love to be able to help but i cant think of any thing 2 say
i just dont know
just think of what ur passin b i mean u have a life ahead of u outher
then that i got nuthin sry
‹AFIIQAA! Says heyy.› says:   21 March 2007   586448  
hey uh, pls dont kill urself? i mean. okay listen to this,
they say as long as, 
at least one person cares 4 u,
life isn't a waste
so when things go terribly wrong, 
and you feel lyk giving up
PLEASE remember
I care.
cuddles says:   27 March 2007   655181  
hey if you realy want to kill yrself plez tell me first if you want
to die i will die with you just like romeo and juliet love as i wait
for my turn you kill yr self and i cry on your shoulder i to kill my
self then as my body falls on top of yours it is just like dieing
together in love 

ps yes i wrote that 
and plez dont kill your self i to have wanted to do the same things
for years i hope that if you die i get to be the one who truely helped
you through the most of it ps you are the coolest guy i have ever met
i hope that you dont kill your self that would make me very un happy
and then i to will go back to sliting my wrists then eventualy to kill
myself there for i do not want you to die yr to sexy luv ya plez write
lalagigglebutt says:   12 February 2008   825243  
yea, im not trying to b sympathetic, but i am sowwy if life does not
treat you well.    
life sucks, so eat lots of chocolate! oooooh! my new motto! YAY
lalagigglebutt says:   12 February 2008   816795  
And ummm...your profile reminded me of this book. if you read, or
like to read, you'd prolly like it. it's called its kind of a funny
story. and this guy is a drug addict who goes to a crazyhouse becuz
he's suicidal and he needs help. funny. 

Krayonz says :   22 May 2008   215468  
The kids help phone are douche bags...
do you still have no clue why?

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