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Thursday, 14 September 2017
04:10:40 AM (GMT)
All right then. Been pretty depressed lately. Mostly i think because somethins wrong
with my body, and i dont wanna go to the hospital. 1 it's expensive. 2 they probably
cant help me anyways an ill end up being told i got cancer or something like its
fuckin web md out here. Anyways im worried about my car, bought it for 50$ over a
year ago an the little buggers still kickin. Gotta go to work here in a min.. Fuuuck
i wish it didn't feel like my ribs were broken and my bones were grinding. 23 and im
already old. Between gettin hit by cars an fallin off of buildings id say i fucked
myself up rather good over the years. Not to mention the total and complete disregard
for my own health when i was a teenager. And jesus fuck starting drinking as an adult
probably hasnt helped either. Im a self medicater using destructive methods and im
not sure how much longer ill last but hey its the only ways i know to fend off the
depression and bipolarness and all those other garbage disorders. Fuck me im in shit
health... Too late to stop now i guess. Damage is done. Last time i was at the doc
apparently my kidneys might be shutting down soon or slowly or something. 

I do not. Wanna go to work.. Ugh... Today'll be the day a crate falls on me head n
kills me

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