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Monday, 4 April 2016
01:20:48 AM (GMT)
It's like.. Every person I meet is a hit to my self esteem, what little there was.
 I'm either too fat, too ugly, too stupid, or not good enough somehow.
 And I'm just left sitting here drowning.
 Wondering why I even have to exist.
 Wondering what's the point.

There is no point.

Mom says the only reason I should want to exist is because I'm beautiful.
 I'm not beautiful, so there goes that. 

I'm not smart. I have no talents. I can barely hold a conversation, if at all.
Pretty much.. I'm just a useless, waste of space.

I ask myself "what's stopping you?"
 And there is nothing. No good answer.

I don't even like myself. No one else does either.
 My own family hates me.

‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   375362  
You are good enough Bunny. Your mom doesn't hate you. And you will
always have friends who will be there to support you.
lilbuniwabit says:   4 April 2016   974491  

No, I'm not.
 And she does, apparently.
 Anytime I try to talk to her, "what is now?"

The only friend I really have is Luci. 
‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   111846  
But...I think you are.
That's rude...

Well one friend is good to say the least yes? 
lilbuniwabit says:   4 April 2016   953548  
apparently not.

one friend.
    from tons to none to one.
 Not sure which is better. 
‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   548263  
But it is rude.

Real friends beat fake ones any day. 
lilbuniwabit says:   4 April 2016   816123  
A lot of things are rude.
 The "apparently not" wasn't to that. 
‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   251147  
True. Oh I'm sorry I didn't understand which part. :/ 
lilbuniwabit says:   4 April 2016   214463  
The first bit.
‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   204288  
You ARE good enough. 
lilbuniwabit says:   4 April 2016   661841  
‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   809061  
lilbuniwabit says:   4 April 2016   271327  
😒  you made me a liar, by the way. 
‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   415748  
...wait, I did? 😯 
lilbuniwabit says:   4 April 2016   615634  
said i wasn't going to talk to you anymore.
 And. Yeah. 
‹Dragonborn› says:   4 April 2016   376494  
Ohhh...no you're writing comments.... I don't think it counts... I'm
lilbuniwabit says:   5 April 2016   547694  
It counts.

and it's nothing to say sorry for probably.

Just don't be an ass. 
‹Dragonborn› says :   5 April 2016   805117  

I guess so.

I don't think I have so far, so I'll continue to not be. 


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