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6 monthsCategory: poetry
Tuesday, 21 January 2014
07:03:44 PM (GMT)
I miss you so much
There aren't any fancy words to coat this
I just want to bluntly tell you
That ever since you left
I've been doing worse
And I haven't noticed til now

Someone mentioned your name
And it made me go back
To the old days
I miss you so much
Lift my self esteem
Hold me virtually
As long as the words rhyme in my head
This will be good enough

Do you still think of me
Are you still alive
Do you ever want to come back
And see how I'm doing
Can you hug me and hold me
Because I was in such denial
And now it's hitting me
Only 6 months, it took me
To realize how lost I am
How desperate I became
For help and comfort

You provided me my laces
So I can keep walking
But now I just keep tripping
Cause you left without teaching me how
To provide my own laces
For myself
Cause lately I can't walk correctly
There are more bumps and falls than usual
Do you think of how I am
My hearts been broken many times
But now I can hear it shattering
It had a special beat for you
Like when your name popped up in front of me
And how you couldn't go to sleep until I told you goodnight
I still love you so much

I miss you so much
I can't breathe correctly sometimes
I remember when I found out you were leaving forever
How I couldn't stop crying throughout the night
Screaming your name
Hoping you'd answer
And tell me you changed your mind
But it never happened

Six months later
First time writing for you
I believe

Can you come back 
Because otherwise 
I might as well join the dead

Unless you are there already
Then I should've joined
Six months ago

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