Sunday, 25 December 2011
07:48:54 AM (GMT)
I'm just so happy.
That a guy would actually like me.
For who I am.
And how I look.
I only met him in the recent summer.
We were both in an rp community and I found out he was a boy. A filipino fanboy,
Adrianne. My age. Who had a lot in common with me.
We began roleplaying. Him as B1A4's Jinyoung and me as Co-Ed's Sungmin. After our
first thread, we became twinnies. It was so awkward at first though. We could barely
hold a conversation without my internet "dad" Dorian around. Then, we just suddenly
became closer. We have each other's tumblr. Facebook. Even phone number. We would
video chat often and whenever he smiled, I smiled. Whenever I talked to him, I got a
nice feeling from him. I just couldn't describe it.
Then one of my other fanboy friends met him. He was gay so I thought he would like
him. I jokingly said that Adrianne was mine and mine alone. But once I knew my friend
was interested, I felt myself get jealous and realized I actually liked him. My
friend eventually backed down.
We began to get even more closer. We would exchange "<3"s and be all cute around each
other. I began to like him more and I had a feeling he did too.
That's when I suddenly confessed.
"I.. kinda... like you. Okay?"
"That's... that's cool. ^///^"
"I-I mean... I don't care if you don't like me back... I mean..."
"N-No, it's fine. I.. kinda do too. >///<>////<"
We're in a complicated relationship right now. I'd blush and burst out in a fit of
giggles whenever he'd say something cute to me. He'd now always say "Bye~ I love you~
<333 Chuuu~ /kisses you" to end our conversations. My heart would skip a beat or beat
so fast whenever I text him. I... really like him.
Last edited: 25 December 2011