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Wednesday, 2 November 2011
07:17:46 PM (GMT)
Oh. Pwned. I bet you thought this was about some insane romance huh? I bet you did. BUT IT'S NOT :D It's about my Michaela ♥ She's mine. Well, mostly mine. Taylor has her-- but only a little bit. don't tell Taylor that Mic ANYWAYS I promised Mic a diary c: So. Lets do this shiz. Michaela is my Mic. c: She is like one year older than my childish self. I've known her for like a year. The year mark being around September c'x I remember when I first met her I was dating Cole, And we didn't really talk. But after I found out about his bullshit She was set on 'healing my heart' and fixing it for me xD She sure as hell did. then I was stupid and dated cole again But even after the second time she was here for me. Michaela has well, always fucking been here for me C'x Yelling at me when I hurt myself. Video chatting over weekends, and summer vacation. Playing Charades with her and her sister's family xD As well as helping her with the horrible shit that happened in her life. The little jokes. And teasing each other C'x When she watched me bake cookies or well-- watched me eat the cookie dough v-v; And texting on her ipod without her mothers permission of knowledge As well as being comfortable enough to change while I was video chatting with her XD She might have well have been right by my side ♥ How when I moved to Illinois I WENT RIGHT THROUGH YOUR TOWN But your computer had broken and we couldn't do anything D; Supporting eachother through crazy shit. School and family wise. Having friends who are friends with eachother xD So that when we had friends spend the night we could video chat while one another had friends over. Because our friends were friends with the other. C: She thinks I wouldn't write this. Because I've been really busy lately But BAM ♥ Of course I would c: Because I love you michaela~ You're my best friend. Truly you mean the world to me c: I can go to you for almost anything. Even though we dont talk as much as we used to (we have to change that) You should know if I were there I'd always be with you Cx OH OH OH And you can't forget about 'our song' I can't Stand It by Never Shout Never 'Baby I love you, I never wanna let you go, The more I think about it The more I wanna let you know That everything you do Is super fucking cute And I can't stand it~ ' c: She has a video of me. singing that song, and being silly. I hope you still have it woman C; Im so horrible. I keep changing point of views XDDD But it's all okay. Oh. And Michaela? You. Are. Beautiful. c: Yes you. No one else. You don't see it, but I do. You have gorgeous eyes, And smooth skin. And pretty hair which I want to pet ;3; And as matter of fact-- I like your body C; Don't tell me I haven't seen it XD I have. Several times. Im the person You show all of your new clothes to via webcam. So yeah ;D You're gorgeous ~ In every way to ME. Personality and Physically wise. Don't deny it woman So yes. I want to tell you Michaela. I love you c: You're my bestie fiend ♥ I adore you. Everything about you. Your presence in my life, has been good in every way. And you've helped me more than you realize So keep your head up And stay you. Amazing. and strong. Im always here to talk c:

‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   823766  
I LOL'D. xD CHARADES MAN, good memories. xD Remember my nephew acting
like a Bobcat? Then you fell asleep? xD

'N' I'm tellin' Taylor. :P

OH. I STILL HAVE THAT VIDEO. I watch it when I'm sad and you are no
where to be found. xP

NOW, FOR CORRECTIONS (mainly in the paragraph where you say I'm
pretty, WHICH I'M NOT):

I agree with the eyes, but my skin is not smooth. It's all bumpy from
acne, something that really comes up bad when the winter comes because
in fall I try so hard to lose the weight I didn't lose over the
summer, eat a lot of candy, and forget to wash my face when I'm
not in the shower.

YES, I like my hair, too. :P It's very cute, but I'm too lazy to kill
it off with my straightener, so I just throw it up in a ponytail,
which I think you still haven't seen. :P

'N' meh body is bleh. Stretch marks and unneccessary bumps on my butt
and thighs. Plus, my fat bounces when I run, and I like the run, but I
can't because it bounces with my hair and I get self-cautious. ;__;

ANYWAYS. I do remember changing in front of you, then hiding because
your mum came into the room. XD LMAO.



M'kay, I think that's all. :3
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   708066  
Yes xD
I don't even know how I fell asleep, haha

Have fun with that C;
It's soo true

once my laptop works again

NAO <3<3
Im downloading the messenger onto my grannys computer :3

Yes, that was funny xD
But my mom wouldn't care, haha

‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   871718  
But now my hair is all dampened and wet. ;__; It was shower time,
deary. xD 
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   759632  
We need to video chat this weekend♥ 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   779769  
Like I said. Damp. WET. Hair. Not dry nor sexy. It's wet and frizzy.
I can give you an old picture :D With meh niece in it playing. xD

Mhm, we do. And I also need to clean my room and work on my book
project. Be my motivation? :D 
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   940764  
I mean,
I want a picture in the future :3

Hell yes I will. 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   735334  
HAHA, good luck with that. :P

‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   205551  
You know I love you enough I'll get one~ 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   219910  
*hugs Ally* Ally-kun....

I want to do perverted things with you. 
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   254638  
Benny would object.
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   923352  
Don't worry, I'm tellin' him the same once he responds. xD 
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   256900  
I have signs for you guys~ ♥ 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   119583  
LMAO Why are you blushing? ;D

Signs? *confused* 
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   398446  
Im worried >_>
What are you telling my benny's poor mind

Check out new album and send request? 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   825677  

Nothin', he ain't replyin'. >:L

"But it felt a lot better than jacking off."
"What did?"
"My wet dream. You *** my *** and then you *****"
'I feel like my spirit just got raped!'

‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   615532  
Who said the first line? XDDD 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   667727  
Two guys.

First one is Ao, the second is Ryoumei. 
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   576623  
You scared me >_>
I thought that was between you and Benny XDDD
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   541649  
OH YEAH. It was. ;D
>.> Naah, he just wishes. 
‹Saudade› says:   2 November 2011   192955  
Oh bby 
‹✬Kaybell❣› says:   2 November 2011   886953  
LMAO. I'm gunna die.

I told him I wanted to do perverted things with him. He said "ORLY
NOA?" XDDD I said "Mhm *presses self against you*"

I mess around too much. :P 
‹Saudade› says :   2 November 2011   571056  

My Benny >///>


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