Tuesday, 18 October 2011
01:29:32 AM (GMT)
Because today, My dad texted me, asking me if he had to drive me or if I could just
get a ride home.
Needless to say Austin drove me home. With Nikki, Jonah, and Jessica. He was in a
hurry today though. He had to go pick up a friend or something. So, there was no
sitting in the driveway for a long period of time today.
But he did hug me for a really long time. and we kissed. Like 7 times. And he said
he'd text me once he was done doing that thing, but it was far away so it might be
And he still hasn't asked me out.
The weird thing is how little I care about that. Normally, I would be anxious, and
I would be really impatient. But honestly, at this point, I just don't give a fuck.
Things are fine the way they are, even now. I could keep doing this for a while.
I'm giving up worrying about stupid things.
I hate sounding so freaking sappy. But...he's perfect for me. In like, every single
way, shape, and form.
Mostly because...he doesn't take me so god damn seriously.
And because I feel like I can be myself around him. Which is something I haven't had
since Pickle and I ended.
It''s a bit tough for me, letting my guard down, but it's so easy when I'm around