Wednesday, 12 October 2011
02:42:25 AM (GMT)
Sometimes, you just don't know what to say.
Or how to explain something, without it sounding wrong.
Or being afraid that it will be taken the wrong way.
I think something's wrong with me.
Like, I think something is seriously wrong with me.
I'm not saying it's not fixable, but it's there, and I don't have the courage to tell
anyone that could help.
No, I haven't done my research, and I really don't know much about it, but I'm pretty
sure I do.
I don't really know how to talk about it,
and I'm trying to figure it out.
It comes down to how I keep everything inside.
I act chill, when things really aren't chill.
And then I go home, and punch a wall.
And when I look in the mirror, I cringe.
Id like to think it's a teenage girl thing, but I really don't know anymore.
I'm off to do my research, I'm not in denial.
Thanks for reading.